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Lavender

from null by The Nocturnal Broadcast

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lyrics

It seems that eventually
Everyone's got their reason to leave

There's a tarnishing that creeps up
and threatens to seize everything
and you said that
the lavender keeps you at ease
well i haven't found my salve
for that mechanized whirring // whirring:
"it's not worth it"
that beckoning breaking me down

I'm alone as I fade through the days
an irritant like your tv's static plague
i'm unspooling and fetal
upon the kitchen floor
at 3am; your phantom limb
where you used to hold me
now, I have grown into it
with ivy-lattice dissidence
that holds up my indifference
a grimy, sour shell
internalizing every well-meaning word
dissonantly and eventually
it starts breaking me down

i wish i knew how
to not be at odds
with myself
imagine how that would sound!

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from null, released February 25, 2022

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