On the End

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I'm ruminating on the end again
With dissipation on my mind, I pretend
I'm afraid that's all that I can do
To reliably eschew my panic

I'm ruminating on the end again
This empty set where nothing lies within
The beginning's spark is a siren song
Withdrawn, I cry for the endless yawn

I'm left wondering:
What is there to care about?
I'm out wandering,
contorting,
and ensnared by doubt

Would you warmly hold me through the night?
There's little else that stills my running mind
God I'm a sucker for your love
What a bramble!
What a reassuring numb!

I'm shrinking like a flower in the night
The ever-present chill leaves me resigned
While fear's enticing for the damned,
I hold the amaranthine conceit: I am I am Iam

When I'm left wondering:
What is there to care about?,
Softly, solemnly I figure
I should spare my doubts

leaves fallen quiet
rusty and golden
on the brick
underneath my pacing
i'm trodding
through the wasting of a daydream
it's prickling
and hastily we're racing
into the silent night
it's long
it's sharp
it's immuring and spiteful

i can't help but worry
that in the end
you'll leave
for my neuroses
are such a pain to handle
with your own
always rearing up their head
succinct and honed
in the brittle morning light
still, i do try my best to try

the dearth of love
makes it all the more precious
as i'm swinging with my eyes closed
and i'm falling and the time slows

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from null, released February 25, 2022

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Feb 2022
Good Days

Dec 2021
Atrophy EP

Oct 2018
Summer Tour Tapes

Jun 2019
A Pendulum Ache

Mar 2018
On Departure [EP]

Sep 2015

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